Poisoned love

Another touch,
Another kiss,
More aching,
More bliss.

Your love is a poison,
Your love is a disease,
Loving you is difficult,
Loving you is a breeze.

You make me smile,
You make me cry,
I love you more,
I wonder why.

I need help,
I need clean,
I want out,
I want free.

I need to leave,
I need to stay,
This needs to stop,
This needs to go away.

I'm gone now,
I'm here again,
This needs to stop,
I'm caving in.